ok.. its the 3rd month of my working life.. i'm less emo now and most of the challenging prob is solved.. i mean, up to this point la.. in construction, everyday sure got prob..just a matter of big prob or small prob.. got my 2nd month of pay.. finally managed to repay the debt to my mum..and luckily still left some to survive.. relieve.. and this month is also quite meaningful as this will be the last month for my probation.. if nothing goes wrong.. i will be a permanent staff and of course my pay will be revised as well..hehe.. i'm back to money oriented edi.. the real me..nyek nyek.. but today i regretted something.. i might have been a little emo when i was called to the site to settle a prob.. its like this 1.. last week i asked the ceiling guy to cut open 8 big holes for me so that once the aircond is on site..i can ask the people to install it..tot the prob have been solved since i dun need to ask the ceiling guy to help anymore..he even asked me whether i'm really confirmed.. he won't allow any changes.. then after 1 week.. which is today.. i received a call from my senior asking me to go to that affected place.. when i reach there.. they say they need to install lighting where i cut the holes for my aircond.. being the hot tempered me.. of course angry lo.. last week dun 1 2 say.. now 1 2 install oni say.. furthermore, i followed the drawing.. so i'm thinking..wtf.. the resident engineer for electrical then said, tolongla.. haiz.. am really angry..but wat to do, then i say oklo.. i shift.. but who is going to ask the ceiling guy to settle the prob.. the ceiling guy sure will get angry and for sure will extra charge us.. but the resident engineer say he will settle for me la.. then i ma oklo.. since he is willing to take the responsibility and ask the ceiling guy to open another 4 holes for me.. however..i will go and settle the things with him as i dun 1 the position of the holes that i have intended is made at the wrong place..then more sanfu.. and back to y i regretted for getting angry without 1st analyzing the prob and talk with an open heart.. maybe i'm just too frustrated at that moment la.. coz my things all settle edi.now say need me to shift.. now i learnt another lesson.. whenever any prob arise.. dun get angry 1st.. take a deep breath and think how to settle the prob.. in the end, both of us also 1 to finish our job oni ma.. really feel sorry now for being angry with that resident engineer although i didn't shout or speak loudly..but my face is obviouly angry lo.. i am so sorry mr resident engineer (i mean electrical 1, the mechanical 1 sucks.. always lecture me and repeat the same thing again and again).. 19th aug go home lu.. 3 more weeks..hehe.. now earn money and settle as many prob as possible 1st.. so that can go home without worrying about work..