To be happy or not to be happy?

On 14th Oct.. the much awaited final exam result is out.. but i can't manage to log into UTAR portal to check my results.. too many students are logging in to check their results..can u imagine what will happen when all the students are trying to log into the portal at the same time.. i tried from about 1pm til 12am..still cannot..what the hell..i'm so anxious to know my results.. but what to do.. try the next morning lo.. i finally managed to log in..and anxiously waited for the page of my results to load..once loaded.. i scroll down and feel very happy coz i manage to get 2 A-... getting an A is a big issue to me..i'm already in my 4th year and this is the 1st time ever i get not 1 but 2 of them.. but, once i scroll lower, 2 C+ gave me a shock of my life..damn.. my gpa is still 3.0 oni.. again, what the hell.. haiz..very sad~~ very confused, should i feel happy?

On the other hand, i finally started to continue with my final year project last week.. and had a short meeting with my project supervisor to show him what i have done as well as get some direction from him on what to do for the coming chapters of my fyp report..had the longest discussion ever with him = 30 minutes.. after getting the directions of what needed to be done..i'm quite sure that i can finish up my project by end of Nov and enjoy my holiday starting Dec as planned.. very happy indeed..but just for a few minutes..haiz.. my project supervisor kindly asked me whether i mind to monitor 2-3 engineering students (juniors) for the next semester.. coz what i'm doing now is design and planning..or u can say my project is more or less like "project management"..the juniors will be using what i provide them (design of the rapid prototyping machine, schedule, costing and resources).. my supervisor edi ask like that lo..what to do..ma say oklo.. scared he will deduct my effort marks for the project..actually i'm quite happy that he asked me to monitor the juniors progress coz i'm gila kuasa 1..like to control or direct ppl do things.. but the oni thing that i dun like is that, although all my work will be done by end of Nov 2009.. i will need to change the things that i have done such as the schedule and design if something is not right during the building stage by my juniors.. in other words, i can oni conclude my report during end of next sem..which is my final sem in uni..haiz..last sem edi oso dun let me enjoy abit..no sweet memories as planned..thinking of it makes me super sienz.. however, still must finish all my work by end of Nov 09 or else i have nothing to show the juniors during the recruitment in Jan 2010.. then Dec won't do anything..tak kisah edi..

ps: need to survey for vendors that sell cheap parts and components coz the budget is very limited..really gonna crack my head..oh god~~ send me a catalog that consist of all those cheap parts ok? in return, i offer u bbq pork ..hehe.. i'm really tired and dun have idea where to start..tq tq..

Genting (1st Oct)

went to Genting after the finals with 8 other "ma lat lou" from my course..

just decended from the cable car

While we were standing outside the Highland Hotel.. we see this~~

then us guys sure go crazy 1 la.. that fat soong even 1 2 take photo acting like he's opening the car door.. actually there is a Hotel staff taking care of that car..he is looking at us from afar..aiyo..so malu la..

take 1 group photo 1st..

remember i talk about losing rm30 at the out door themepark in a very short period.. i spend it here..

trying my luck, and proven no luck..

after spending so much..only fat soong get 1 "big" bear (we all holding together)..haiz..

no mood and money to play edi..went to play other stuffs instead..

my favourite, everytime i come also will play many times..

2nd time in a day,super slow and no music summore..and zhi wei act cute pulak..really beh tahan~~

Everybody wait for their turn for the boat until sienz edi..

In the evening, all tired edi, so go back hotel and take bath then go dinner.. at 1st tot of going for buffet since i have a 20% discount voucher..but end up they all say very expensive.. so go to Sushi King instead.. after entering it only i remember that I will get a 10% cash rebate by paying using my credit card.. so become more cheap edi.. after dinner, go walk walk abit and start gambling in our room..then i lose again..no money edi..sleep happily..

ps: i look damn old here..like apek edi..really old edi la..

Came back from Genting on Friday afternoon.. damn hungry coz din had breakfast in the morning..i only had my first meal at 2pm.. at 1st planned to bet some in the casino, but end up just merely visiting it for the free drinks and looking around.. However, i lose some money to Genting in the other way.. i lost rm30 in less than 30 minutes at the outdoor themepark coz i din manage to win anything from the fun fair like stalls.. haiz..i was tempted to win something for os as almost every gal that pass by me is hugging at least 1 teddy bear.. wat to do, no luck and maybe lack of skills also.. In order not to disappoint os, i bought a teddy bear for os at the Genting Skyway station.. tot of finding 1 which has the Genting logo..but can't find any..then ma just take 1 that is cute lo.. On the other hand, i found 1 hair salon in Genting..its located at the First World Hotel Tower 2.. din go and see coz too tired..i wonder whether its a high class salon or just a normal barber shop.. Before my semester break starts, i planned to finish up my final year project by end of Nov so that i can enjoy myself in Dec..but end up until now also havent start doing..getting lazy edi..today woke up early to get my hair cut and take my passport sized photo to be used for my resume.. mana tau, when i call the hair stylist, he say he changed his off day to Tuesday..haiz.. if i know, sure won't wake up so early..

End of exam

ok..finally done with my final exam for my 2nd last semester in utar.. got 3 months holiday but not going to work..coz need to continue with my final year project. must get it done within this 3 months so that i can relax during my final year final sem which is from jan 2010 - may 2010.. i really dun know why, every time exam, sure got 1 subject that ruin my cgpa..geram betul.. and it happen without fail for this sem as well.. its the last paper, Industrial Engineering.. it used to be 1 of the easiest subject out of 4 that i'm taking this sem.. but eventually, i "K.O" in this paper..although passing is not a prob, but the grade also won't be that nice lo.. dun care la.. its over edi anyway.. this 2 photos was taken during "Industrial Engineering" tutorial class.. maybe this 2 photo already warn us that this subject will make us suffer..thats y its in black and white..hehe.. (1st photo: i'm not sure whether he is digging his nose behind me..omg)

On the other hand, i have never talk about my dogs.. here they are.. Kahlua is a Siberian Husky and Sparky is our very own "pariah" dog..but Sparky is very obedient and highly intelligent as well as damn choosy when it comes to food..cis!!! pariah dog also so choosy..(i think Sparky's ancestor lives by searching food from trashes only..how lucky is Sparky) .

Sparky is a male but always got bully by Kahlua which is a female but more muscular.. scared of so-called wife pulak..While as i say, Kahlua is a female Siberian Husky..is also very intelligent(far more intelligent than Sparky), and naughty and stubborn at times.. One thing that is similar about them is they will appear in front of the door at 9.30pm sharp and start creating havoc til we feed them with fruits(supper).. they love fruits.. after feeding them..they wil guai guai go into their cage and sleep..i can't figure out how they know its 9.30pm sharp..amazing..

Tomorrow I'm going to stay overnite at Genting with coursemates..1 of my coursemate told me about those locations where u can find ghost or spirits there..if got time, will try to venture to those locations told.. Other than that, during exam week i'm suddenly very curious whether there is a barber or hair salon at Genting coz i have never seen 1 in 23 years of my life.. i think should have, just that i can't find..if not how those workers at Genting cut their hair wor.. will try to look around tomorrow.. again..if got time..

Buying hopes..

Just finished sitting for my second paper, management principles..its not very difficult..quite relieve.. the paper is 2 and a half hour..have finished the paper quite fast but spend the rest of the time thinking of 1 point that i have left out that only cost 1 or 2% out 100%. Eventually, after 2 and a half hour, that particular point still don't come into my head..haiz..should have left earlier..

on the other hand, i dun know why suddenly i'm so motivated to take part in the power of 9 competition by "the star" since last few weeks.. i participate for the final 3 weeks..the first 2 "celup kicap" edi(direct translation from cantonese).. now left the final week which the result i will oni get to know on next thursday or saturday.. anyway, din really put much hope on winning anything.. just suddenly very interested..and buying hopes.. i've sent a resume to Lafarge to apply for a job there that they advertised on the newspaper.. but they din reply me.. most probably its due to my low cgpa or my graduation date is too far away.. tot of sending another resume to another company, but until now haven't send it coz the photo that i intended to use to paste on the resume need to be used for my passport on next wednesday..no more photo edi..so i rather wait til i finished my final exam, go get my hair cut... and take a smart looking photo for my resume..maybe will have a better chance of getting the job..ok..need to continue study..

Forecasted activities for this semester..

ok..its my final year edi.. happy that i will be able to start working and earn money in the near future..i'm very money driven..the more u pay me, the more i can perform..hehe.. however, before that i still need to struggle for 1 year..1 final year.. such a relieve~~~ 1 final year project, 7 more subjects and i'm free forever..i mean from uni.. and for my final year project, i'm doing this..

for those of u who can't figure out what the hell is this..it is called "rapid prototyping machine"..still dun understand..go google that thing lo..then ma understand lo.. actually i am not building this thing..my project title is " feasibility study of building a low cost rapid prototyping machine"... in short..its just like project management kind of thing.. do costing, material selection and alot la.. lazy to interpret.. actually this sem nothing much to do for the fyp..just research articles for my literature review and looking at different kinds of rapid prototyping machine that i can use for my project..

but. i have 4 subjects to take care of for this sem.. and since my cgpa is still low.. cannot get lazy.. must study really hard..if not, when graduate can't find job..susah la.. this is roughly what i did this few weeks..

while waiting to have dinner with os, study..

in uni. also study..

in lecture, sleep..(too tired)

dun ever say i'm so teruk..study abit also so tired..because~~

president list also study until pengsan..

so its very fair that i should feel tired and sleep in lecture.. okla..alot of assignments to do..haven't start doing..haiz...

ps: i get to know from my academic advisor that my course's (mechanical engineering) accreditation has been approved and only left some documenting work to do.. yeah..can find job with my degree cert edi.. another huge RELIEVE~~

FYP~~~

yes..it is the time for my Final Year Project.. and today is just the 2nd day of the new sem..every1 is rushing to choose and register the title that they chose coz its on 1st come 1st serve basis.. omg..i spent quite some time reading all the titles and description of it yesterday nite and filtered 6 titles that i'm interested.. today i went to see 2 of the lecturer as i'm not able to meet the others..dun know where the hell they went in this type of "critical" time.. and after i met with the 2 lecturer and roughly understand what the project is about.. once my class from 1-3pm ended..i headed straight to the office and find 1 of the lecturer to register that title with him..and unluckily its too late..somebody took it..so sad.. dun have mood at all right after that..straight go home and on9..faster relook at all those title and "filter" a few more titles that i think that i'm able to do..since its almost 5pm and all the lecturers will be goin home..i fast fast go to utar staff directory to find for the email of the lecturers that i wanted to meet to discuss and eventually decide wat title to register.. nowadays its so difficult for us to meet the lecturer..need to send email to make appointment, and wait for their reply, then b4 goin to meet them..need to go to 3rd floor to inform the officer..haiz..as if we will kill the lecturer like that..out of 5 emails that i have send just now..3 of them have replied me..quite efficient..i send those email at around 5pm and they reply me between 15 -30 minutes later.. its almost 9pm now..the other 2 lecturers haven't reply me..so i dun know when i can meet them..its quite urgent since i need to register the title by this friday.. and there is 1 lecturer that i must describe him abit.. lets call him "A"..he taught fat cat numerical..and to be sure, his teaching sucks.. however, his FYP title interest me.. so i ma email him lo.. he is the fastest to reply me.. he says he can only see me on thursday..which for me its too late..and since he gave me his hp no. in his email..i ma decide why not i save the time to meet him on thursday by just callling him and ask about his titles.. when he pick up the phone..i very politely ask him can i ask u something about the project through the phone now? (since i think it will take him less than 10 minutes to explain it)..and..this fat f**ker tell me with a very lan c tone.." U R A STUDENT IS IT? CANNOT! CANNOT! I'M ENJOYING MY MEAL NOW, MEET ME ON THURSDAY!!!".. and my reaction was...ok~~~ and i hung up the phone.. and at that very moment.. i tell myself, i won't do this f**ker's project..let him do all by himself..so lan c wor..i dun care so much edi..tomolo i will settle this thing..i will FORCE the lecturer to sign my application form..if he dun 1 2 sign..then he cari maut saja.. when i'm angry..just do as i say..this is my biggest mission.. do not make me angry..(very angry)