nearing the end? no?

its edi the middle of the month of nov.. and i've been sitting idle at the site office for a few weeks now.. or maybe edi more than a month..not really sure.. finally get the news or rumour that we will be allowed to resume our testing and commissioning work on next week and the handover date has been confirmed to be on 31st dec.. hopefully no more changes.. recently my mood tends to be quite stable.. not as emo as before.. this weekend will have the chance to enjoy abit since my friends will be coming to penang for a few days.. after enjoying this weekend.. its war again if the so called "news" or rumour is true.. i estimated that the testing and commissioning work will be done by mid dec if we start work on next week.. this few days i'm constantly wet after dinner as it rains for very long and i'm not patient enough to sit at the restaurant and wait for the rain to stop.. furthermore, alot of ppl is waiting for seats.. paiseh to occupy the seat..mum is currently in china now..on vacation.. yesterday din sleep really well. keep on dreaming about mum.. and keep on dreaming those scene where i'm leaving kl to penang.. times that i hate the most.. and due to these kind of nonsense dreams.. my mood is definitely not good.. considering there will be at least 5 more weeks before i can go home again.. i really hope that the handover date will not be changed anymore.. i dun 1 2 stay in penang for any longer.. i need to spend some time in kl.. i mean a month or 2..not a few days.. eventhough staying in kl will mean that my pay will be much lower.. but i still think its worth it.. wat is the point of getting alittle bit more if it makes me feel sad.. furthermore, life is not all about earning money.. other kind of needs is equally important.. i need friends, i need my family and my gf as well.. unfortunately, they are all in kl.. and another thing is, i've been working in this industry for 6 months now.. and still i dun know wat to do.. i mean should i opt for another industry that is more stable but obviouly pay less or remain for longer.. my concern is, wat if in a few years time i found out that my current industry doesn't suit me? then i will need to start from zero when i'm entering another industry.. maybe i will try to adapt... i'll give myself til june 2011.. if it really doesn't work.. its time to find another job in another industry..